Today , i did something which i cant say is right or wrong. Today i am more confused than ever, though life always give me two options in any situation, and as always both the situations seems to me right in their own right.
But today i think i hurt my little sister, after my papa passed away, i always tried to fulfill her smallest wishes. After i got married, my priority list has been increased and today i gave high priority to my wife, and since then i am not feeling well. Since i can not spill all these things to my closest one's also, so i came here to let the whole world know.
According to me , Indian men are the most courageous species of this world. And the Indian men, who resides with their families post their marriage are even more courageous among them.
And who do not live it, can not experience it, this is as simple as that.
Now this strange feeling which comes to me often on Sunday's, that i suddenly started to hate each n everything around me, be it my love for movie, people around me, be it any thing. And i started to feel like everything is getting bad to worst around me .
Now tomorrow morning again i will find myself in the office , doing which does not excite me anymore. And by Wednesday again i will have that feeling that i am wasting my life by doing all such things which is not leading anywhere.
Since childhood people around me keep telling me that , i have so much potential that whatever i will do , i will get succeed in it, recently i have also started to feel that i have potential, now the biggest question in front of me is , where i should burn my potential, where i should start putting my effort.
Anyways i think it is enough for today, but one more time i will make promise to myself that i will try to change this current scenario in my life.
Wish me luck .
But today i think i hurt my little sister, after my papa passed away, i always tried to fulfill her smallest wishes. After i got married, my priority list has been increased and today i gave high priority to my wife, and since then i am not feeling well. Since i can not spill all these things to my closest one's also, so i came here to let the whole world know.
According to me , Indian men are the most courageous species of this world. And the Indian men, who resides with their families post their marriage are even more courageous among them.
And who do not live it, can not experience it, this is as simple as that.
Now this strange feeling which comes to me often on Sunday's, that i suddenly started to hate each n everything around me, be it my love for movie, people around me, be it any thing. And i started to feel like everything is getting bad to worst around me .
Now tomorrow morning again i will find myself in the office , doing which does not excite me anymore. And by Wednesday again i will have that feeling that i am wasting my life by doing all such things which is not leading anywhere.
Since childhood people around me keep telling me that , i have so much potential that whatever i will do , i will get succeed in it, recently i have also started to feel that i have potential, now the biggest question in front of me is , where i should burn my potential, where i should start putting my effort.
Anyways i think it is enough for today, but one more time i will make promise to myself that i will try to change this current scenario in my life.
Wish me luck .
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